(:

you and me in paradise.

think about it.

no worries

i'd fight for you

-

and you know thats gonna be true.

-

just you wait and see.

i dont like this

i dont like to be under such pressures

cos

i am not allowed to perform my best =/

-

i sigh sigh sigh and

just sigh.

but NOTHING.

no-damn-thing gets into my head okay. NOTHING.

omg.

i want, no i dont know, i dont want fridya to come.

give me time, please?

my gauss.

I wish i knew how it would feel to be free

I wish i could break all the chains holding me

just for huizhuan (:

just another one the songs i love from lighthouse family.

we both live HIGH (: it was oweek song (:

-

cheers to all the 2 am laughs,

yay to all the nights we slept so damn late (not knowing each other was up)

happiness to all the special moments (and seriously, they are)

anticipation to many more happy days ahead. (:

pls dont move away frm IH next yr.

cos you're my laughing pill,

and i...i cant afford to stop it taking it on a daily dosage.

-

this is specially for TAN HUI ZHUAN.

she's made my life @ IH one to look forward to everyday.

when i head home, she's always full of things to day.

she's my psychologist, i'm hers.

we're looney when we're high

together, we laugh a hell lot.

she's given my 2005 a bright one just by being in it.

-

i cant thank you enough.

how you've brought the laughter into my laugh.

how you've given a great joy just to come back to IH from sch.

how you've doodled and slacked in my room.

how you've refused to give me panadol when

my head hurt so bad

just cos you care and know panadol overdose is

detrimetal. =/

-

you're an angel (and p.s, i love your white cap!)

and it doesnt bother me that you watch naruto.

-

here's cheers to one great great friendship and to many greaaaat days ahead.

we may not have won the VBALL competition.

i said it once, and i'll say it again.

YOU are my CHAMPION. regardless of the result. (: (:

you're my no.6

the one who gives power serves, smashes and

the special one who holds the team tog.

-

thanks for being the encouraging voice in my head.

for giving me chocolates when i'm down and under all the stress of uni.

you know i care for you and my love is here for you to tap on.

anytime

and i mean it.

just call 489.

even though you're two doors down, this is for you (:

***

I wish i knew how it would feel to be free
I wish i could break all the chains holding me
I wish i could say all the things that i should say
say 'em loud say 'em clear
for the whole wide world to hear
I wish i could share
all the love thats in my heart
Remove all the bars that keep us apart
And i wish you could know how it feels to be me
Then you'd see and agree that every man should be free
I wish i could be like a bird in the sky
How sweet it would be if i found i could fly
Well i'd soar to the sun and look down at the sea
and i sing cos i know how it feels to be free
I wish i knew how it would feel to be free
I wish i could break all the chains holding me
And i wish i could say all the things that i wanna say
Say 'em loud say 'em clear
For the whole wide world to hear
One love one blood
One life you've got to do what you should
One life with each other
Sister,brother
One life but we're not the same
We got to carry each other
carry each other
I wish i knew how it would feel to be free

AFFENDI is lame.

i can post sth, but i cant get to the main website. this is so hilarious. (:

-

um, IH lost to newman (or however you spell their college name) @ the finals.

we gave it to them.

cos they're wanted it.

IH was kind.

(: but the girls were good. made it to the finals...ogay.

so three cheers for them! hip and a hip and a hip hip hoooray!

-

met amanda phoon while walking down, um,

lonsdale?

she's changed okay. MAJOR CHANGE OKAY.

i kinda teared when i saw her.

its this familiarity you get with SN here. (:

oh, i saw jielin as well.

sigh, i dont know. my dear dear sch for 10 years. (: definitely a great part of my childhood.

-

ahhh.

another 50% ONE come up. BUCK UP i'd say.

stress level has reached a new high. AGAIN.

okay

byebye.

happiness

LD gotta GOLD ! (:

gee 2 years after i left SN.

after reading Vern's msg and whatever's on her blog, i feel just the need to dedicate anentry to my lovies out there (you know who, they'll be mentioned)

-

to the stnicks bunch:

LD was everything but boring. to the LD comm : ( i dont know how many read this)

i may have graduated a coupla yrs back but keep the LD spirit going ogay?

we rock (: i like my batch when we were the heads (: YAY ruth! :) yes sam, agree with me.

thanks a whole bunch to them. i've learnt a lot just by being parta LD and the vp :D

-

then there's blue house and our winning yr in 2003 (:

jiaxi, yogs and myself.

great team (:

nuff said. blue house is undisputably the best house overall.

ogay, dont begin the debate. cos you know we've won so many times over.

am, and always will be proud that i played a significant part of SN history :D

-

okay. i could go on and on about trinity, and now IH.

but really, i made a promise to myself and someone that we'll go study

so.

i

really

need

to

run

off

-

ta guys.

and IH V BALL (GIRLS TEAM) is IN FOR SEMIs!

and i'm sure finals (:

GO HUI ZHUAN! :D ALLL THE WAY OGAY.

love.

my hands are small, this i know

good saturday afternoon everyone ! (:

i'm not actually as energetic as i sound but...yes.

last night, i had sufficient rest. i slept @ 12 and got up 1045-ish.

went down to supprt IH vball. (:

girls, huizhuan in particular (:

WAY TO GO! she's a key player of our IH team :D wheee.

so relieved the language essay isout of theway now.

its CRIM!

PUNISHMENT. here i come :D

ta for now.

i'm not looking forward to self help. SO not. bye

oh can you can bail me out...

of this -

ONE down

its 5.01 as i start typing. see? i told you i'll be back here.
just because i feel this blog is what holds the darlings close to me.

i...miss home.
i...miss just chilling @ shu's place and hanging ard AMK macs
things just arent the same anymore, even if we go back there.
no more SN uniforms, no more cheezy braces, no more hairbands and clips.
its the all-new us - the ones who change for the better of course.

i submitted my language and power essay @ 3.30
latest is 5.
to cut the very tedious journey short,
i havent had enough rest.
and if i'm incoherent. apologies.
because my head is just hanging here.

and llove songs playing always give you the nice fuzzy feeling
all so nice for sleeping.
gee. i'm too tired.
i have to go. catch you later. after the squash finals (: hope IH wins.

comfortable. almost getting there

this is one huge one.

okay, i know i said i wont be back here

before 5pm tomorrow.

thing is, i need to get it out of my system (: (!!!)

so scream, i shall.

i have standards. so do you. but i reckon, my standards are higher than usual.

just like how my goals are always more ambitious than everyone else's.

well, you know what? i dont care.

cos i know i can get to that standard, just give me time.

big problem! i'm running out of it. DAMN.

okay. so its almost five

and i set the limit to go off at this time.

I.

WANT.

TO.

GET.

IT.

OVER.

AND.

WELL

DONE.

WITH.

as the saying goes, walk and talk.

so here i go, walking away.

to do some talk.

on just another note: have a GREAT DAY. GREAT NIGHT. AND GREAT DAY TMRW.

goodbye.

-

omg. just one more thing.

we're so screwd for writing that rubbish in the globe.

and it wasnt even written by mabel or i.

sheesh.

YES, i'm fine with the food.

just some people arent, thats all.

yay- ness

sth i typed here just disappeared, like seriously.

d
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s
a
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p
e
a
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what i meant to say was,
i'm MC for CAFE (:
with reid !
yayness.

you. yes you.

a very good evening ladies and gentleman.
it is very nice of you to visit this humble residence of mine.
welcome, first of all.
it may seem all green and shrek-like.
but, hey,
i like it (:

and then i saw her face, imma believer!
had a humiliating experience with that line. but shrek was all good.

as mundane as its gonna sound
(which is basically what i've been ranting abt for the past coupla days)
i'm gonna mention how fatigue is consuming me.

dont get me wrong, i like the questions
i'm enjoying the readings as well.
well,
all i want to say is - give me a break.

and nope, after i submitt this on friday,
there's another one the friday after!
WHOO HOO, everyone together. WOOOOOOOO HOO HEE E HEE HAAA HAA.

i just cant wait,
like shu mentioned,
for the holidays to come. please.

horrors

horrors! i skipped my morning classes! namely my media pols tut and my crim tut.
i mean, i'm all dressed for sch but at 12 i decided that i'd be a swanking quarter hour late if i get there.
hence
jsut stay at home, go online, and basically chill out.
you know, i only have twelve contact hours.
and i havent gone for 4 thus far?
if your maths is as great as mine, thats a third of my classes.
piggy mallooooony. i jolly well go for my others from this week on.

but um, wait.
i'm skipping my language lecture later. so...make that 6/12 hours now.
right.
half.

okay, bye.
guilt man.
guilt.
never missed so much ever.
this history is not gonna repeat itself.

its all abt the net

i'm telling you.
this is euphoria. extreme happiness (: (: ogay.
i've have internet. -cheers, screams, beams.
i'm THIS happy. so elated.
just pure joy.

i know, i know
there shouldnt even be an entry cos all i'm supposed to type
at the moment
is
my essay. (:

umm, i'm trying to get it done, believe me. (:
uh. auditions were a-okay. well, its subjective, really.

another key thing today: i gave my momma a surprise call @ her office.
dont know but she said the voice i imitated was downright hilarious. okay :D
anything that'll make her happy.

this is another random one: i cut my leg.
some beautiful soul stacked up the plates so high, one fell to the ground.
SMASH.
one piece cut my ankle.
thanks for the TLC some of you (:
thanks allen.
thanks chandran
(:

yeah, guys, i reallyyyy should get going.
ta. (:

okay, its not funny

i was going to complain about my laptop failure
but it seem blogger is out to mock me as well.
my very, very long emotional entry has been wiped out.
wow. thankyouverymuch. really.

okay,
so basically the laptop dies, hangs, faints. whatever.
then totally fall into a viscious cycle of helplessness, stress and despair.

-

because i tried SO many times to get it up adn alive
but no
it failed
i tried two laptops,
but decided its not nice to be imposing.
um, the other reason was bec ailin's dear idontknowwhatbrand laptop only functions
on
um,
three and a half floopys. go figure, i cant work on that.

-

so i was saying that my essay is due in 5 days
2000 words, 50% - do the maths
add the amount of things i have to do
minus the goddamn laptop
multiply that by 10 and you get my new stress level
divide all that by 2 and you probably realise thats the number of words i've read
for this research.
hmn, your maths is great, really.
cos i can count it as well as you can.

-

and i'm pressed for time
bec
i need to come up with a nice, logical, non-descriptive
plan so as not to
a) embarrass myself
b) have a higher stress level

-

this is all so tiring
as i mentioned before,
april.
is.
the.
worst.
month.
thus.
far.

-

it all about the mocking.
and i wonder why.

HMNNN (:

bear with me.

today wasnt the most fantastic saturday.
bec i didnt achieve 100% of what i set out to do.

um,

besides that,

self help was fun for the first time.
becuase vassi was not there. her voice irks me, i reckon
i got to karthic (: nice guy from canberra; india :)

smart fellow (he was one the scholars...*_*)

napped from 9-12 (just thought i'd share that)
and got up
had a pleasant surprise call
(:
the late nights are somewhat fun? i dont know.
i dont like to predict,
bcos i will fall -very deep inside some cave of dissapointment.
and it will take me sometime to heal from there.

for a fleeting moment.

jay chou rocks
this i know from the way i know his lyrics ( imean, i KNOW it, he mumbles!)

i..

okay, yeah, whatever.

-

too much emotion, too little control.
i'm spinning out of this now.
simply because i feel its not worth any bit of it.

-

trust me,
the world still goes around.
and my day's still going to be fantaulous, minus this tiny hiccup.
(:
nah, this aint gonna bring me down :D

-

i'm mentally a lil fatigue from all the cat and mouse chase.
so i'll drop it, both hands up.
the heart's all too numb to speak.

purple cresents

vindicated

i'm flawed but i'm cleaning up so well -

so certain now that i cant have days without music. (:

got my MP3 player all ready for me tmrw.

limewire's a great invention. downloading songs is wrong.

but..but.

gee it was so cold the four of us: zhuanie, kelly, drea and myself were trying to keep warm.

well, SAFEWAY late nights reminded me so much of palmerston days.

i miss house 3, i really really do. :(

chello + julie + yi +myself + kelly =the fab five. (:

i miss everyone of you.

a separate dedication will be up soon :)

BAH.

the dipping temps made life difficult.

PLUS. the IH jumper didnt help much.

we looked like 4 kids going on a school excursion *_*.

it didnt help that this girl, who we recognize from uni, laughed @ us.

surely hope it wasnt mock.

but oh well, obv we have the same jacket, honey. we're from the same college?

gee.

LOL. i'm amused @ myself. :D i'm starting to love what i'm reading and going to do

:D yayyy. cheers guys. (:

i like language and power.

maybe i should go back and work for the govt.

wait.

thats if they want me.

criminology + punishing = fun essay writing. (: (:

so i wasnt lying to yingyi when i said i'm lovin what i'm doing.

-beams

life is good @ the present moment (:

i'm gonna getcha its a matter of fact

i'm gonna getcha dont you worry abt that

you can bet you bottom dollar in time

you're gonna be mine

just like i should

i'll getcha good.

the engrand is so powederfoo

i never, ever want to pronounce my words like 'the engrand..'
gee. well, it worries me a little cos i'm very much into jayyy chouu (:
oh give me more 'an jing' :D taheehee.

coming online hasnt been the most exciting thing.
but my limit diminishes like some water draining from a funnel
a damn large hole @ that, thankyouverymuch.

i guess, in every entry, i could go on and on abt the life of a uni student,
but i shall not bore the lovies @ home :D cos i know they're under just as much

pres sure.

The day in a nutshell :

1. headed down to sch twice? good workout.
2. IH scholar dinner. i'm blown away, seriously.
3. i dont feel very smart
4. i didnt take up an opportunity when i could, but thats no harm
5. i like redddd. :D hahaa.
6. i miss talks. gee. i shouldnt be. not with a particular person. -shrugs.
7. s t r e s s !
8. i decided if msn ver 7 screws with me, i shall jolly well head online less and use Window when i feel like it.

peppermint tea + green file, here i come. :D greeen rocks too. (smile, jiawen!)

so i was told

its 3 am on the morning and all i'm pretty concerned about is how malay became the indonesian language.
very good char, you're heading somewhere. (: well done.
thing is, its 3 am in the morning.
i have a fettish for late nights. well, depends on who i spend it with, of course ;)
-wink wink. okay kidding, i spend them alone, with my darling laptop and my best friends (me myself and i) uni life, IS sad.

well, i'm anything but energetic so..i wont complain much.
i couldnt post sth just now.

-
just got back fom dino's room.
i helped him with his project. prolly saved it from some lousy grade. no seriously, it was crap when i saw it.
oh gosh i'm incoherent.
good night.

up and awake

goooooooood morning (: ! its 6.37 here and i'm up up up up up and away (:
this is insane, i know.
well first of all, last night, i fell asleeep at 9.
this missy is pretty damn well rested i'm tellin ya. (:
my first EIGHT HOURS in, what, a week?
@ 7, we'll be takin the IH photo, brekkie and off to work i shall.

autumn's setting in. cos i'll chilly. huddddle, everyone. (:

(:
my body is recharged ! wheeeeeeeee.
okay bye loves.
-flying kisses to those back home. missingggggg evvery single one of you :)

one down. two more to go

be prepared. its a VERY LONG entry.

april has been the worst month thus far.
it couldnt get worse with three assignments; one 25% the other two 50% each.
on top of that, we're slapped with presentations and discussion questions to research for.
no one said uni was a breeze, they forgot to mention chewing on it was a tough tough job.

somehow, my mind hasnt quite gotten into the full swing of work.
i just submitted my MPS essay. pretty satisfied with it.
honestly, i'm just sick of reading my own work.

many things have weighed upon me since the essay came into the picture
but BIG THANK YOU to den, shu, pee, eddyy, and all others who kept me in check
though my floormates wont come here, here's cheers to the many late night pizzas
and jokes (they're really lame. you guys crack me up, A LOT)

and one day, when i decide to get imagestation and load pictures,
you'll see how funny they are. (: (: i'm lazy, yes i am.

one more thing: i...love my dad. i appreciate that he's supportive and very concerned with how i fare in uni. never mind the mood swings and his random comments, because he's my best dad. my mr wonderful (: because i'm ego, i cant say this to him right now, i will when i go back. face to face. sit him down with a coffee and talk. he's not having the time of his life at the mo, and i'm sure he will. i want him to be happy.

obviously, i want to go home.

here's how random he is (he sent me this)

This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital. It was sent by a medical doctor- Dr. Yeou Cheng Ma.

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask "How are you?"
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say "Hi"?

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry
through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

phew. just another sigh of relief that one essay is down.

all charged up for the other two.

i really should not repeat the way i did this essay.

if i keep this up, i will shorten my life by a few years.

(and i have a whole list of ambitions as all of you know)

so..i really should practice some time management.

but for now...take things slow, cos i wanna enjoy the music.

replies:

`vern: my gosh dear, you seriously scared me. i hope you're very well now. catch up time. (: i miss SN, LD and everything about our good old days. :(

`marr: thanks dear :D

`li: -huggles. sending love to westmont!

`nina: see you soon, dear. coffee some time?

`sanney: pls sleep more. your eye bags are worse than mine last year. love.

`rowy: HI ! :D hello hello hello rowwwwwwwwy. eaaapppp.

thank you

as time is my enemy, i shall make this quick.

i have essay due on monay at 5 pm.

coming here shouldnt even be remotely possible, but i need to get this off my chest.

thank you. you, i hope one day you'll read this.

nonetheless, i appreciated the chocolate cookie which made me laugh

despite the failed attempt to cheer me up and be encouraging,

i am very grateful to have even met someone like you

someday, sometime you'll read this and hopefully recall how our friendship began.

this is a friendship i'll definitely treasure.

as much as i know you stress alot, you've got me anytime

i stand here as a pillar of strength for you, but i never realised you'll be mine for now.

thank you. i loved the 012345 moment you probably forgot by now.

i'm silly billy who thinks too much into things.

thats what gets me into trouble.

i need all the luck in the world.

i'll be back on monday. love.

not a wet blanket

i have essays, you have exams. that a real simple notion
thing is, some people still dont understand it.
when essays are done, pple stay home to work on it till the very last minute.


some people dont understand
explaining doesnt even come into the picture right now.


urgh.
-shrugs

blast it, honey

gwen stefani is booming. colette's is some loud dance RnB music.

wah, our floor is damn noisy man, pity zhuan and andrea - out neighburrrss.

oh yes, you're still a superhot female.

come 5 PM on monday, i'll be liberated from media, pols and society.

okay, who am i kidding.

it'll only last another month before i get a take home paper. (:

no worries, bring it on MPS!

just recalled chandran telling me how the slit of my dress

revealed much of my thigh,

particularly when i was raising my legs. (okay, no i was dancing)

please dont get me wrong. i dont lift my legs.

crap.

self help passed real quick today, must be the good company i had.

kim is soooo funny. he's a guy, btw.

fun self help = lazing around, pretending to do self help. hah.

pretty exhausted now. i'm a happy girl for now

but sth else is @ the back of my heavy mind.

last thing:

its all about impressions and reputation.

make it or break it.

outta shower, into the bed ; randomness

hmmn, the above title is risky man. imagine, whose bed? -winks.

okay kidding, i'm a good girl. thats a damn valid statement.

actually, i was gonna prove it. but nvm, i'll move on to more exciting news.

-

BREAKING NEWS:

IH is the INTER-COLLEGE champion for t h e a t r e s p o r t s.

IH won s q a u s h too.

-

oh yeah, we rock. IH is hot to go h-o-t-t-o-g-o- ahhh whoom, hot to go !

blue and yellow are our colours, if you havent already realised. (: (:

lost my voice to cheering (: and am exhausted from jumping of joy.

Harvard was downright hilarious with the three words (and thats all) he said.

congrats to reid,hardvard,gary,parkie! our champs :D

-beaaaaaaaams.

-

its the kind of euphoria when BLUE HOUSE got first when i was vice cap.

its just..inexplicable. the surge of emotions and unity + hugging, prezzies (some kissing) !

de javu, i reckon.

i'm not far away from home after all. (:

-

i can't wait to head home june.

eager to say 'i've packed my bags, i'm ready to go'

-

oh, and allen added yet another oxymoron -

inexlicalbly enigmatic.

let me think abt that one, doesnt sound right.

-

i'll also be thinking of whats due on monday.

will be so happy.

COME MONDAY 5 pm, it'll b one down, two to go.

but for now, IH is still HOT TO GO :D

yeahhhh.

***

you rock for reaching here :)

the loose tongue

the loose tongue. oh yeah. mine. why? because i make statements and have to retract them. =/ RAH.

three glasses of wine, mad dancing and here i am,

so b er and still typing a damn long entry.

the other IH-ers have gone to the after party.

next blue @ crown. head down and join the fun! (: (:

the IH ball was goooooooooood, actually. their 3 course meal was good.

( i'm sure others wished it was 'male')

hee heee. dancin, groovin, swayin and everythin but stand still.

the ball room was small, but i'm tellin you the company was greaaaaaaaaat. (: (:

- grin grin. well, hyper dancing from Chandran, slow sensual sexy moves from Reid. and hmn, yeah. some others (supposedly couples. uhuh, for one night)

where was tas, again? hahah. we'll see.

well, carmen was bitching to me abt some girl

then felt this pang of guilt after. *_*

dear, i guess we're all entitled to our opinions.

maybe the less hurtful ones can be kept under wraps?

OH WELL, fifty bucks was worth every cent.

got ryles, kaiyau and many more no where near sober.

and um, they're @ the after party, btw.

good luck is all i'll say for now.

today there's no sch, my week ended on tues.

self declared 2 day holiday. well done, char.

SLAP ME. i missed two tutes pls.

balls pics should be up soon. :D:D

and some people looked really smart in their suits :D

hastalavista, honey.

catch ya later.

time just won't stand still

as i talk, okay type, now, the clock just goes tick tock tick tock.

i'm just going to shoot whattever comes to mind since i cant be bothered to organize things down at the present mo.

so i missed my only two hour tut - professional writing. well, its not like they did much but i heard they had it out of class. whatthecow, i'd have slept if i went anyway.

tonight' the blooming ball, and i'm dragging my feet there i'm telling you

i have work work and work to do

an essay to complete (and believe me when i say i'm no where near done)

FRENCH FRIES. urgh.

okay, get the picture. its stress. happy?

not the best of moods. i'll probably yell at you if you dissed or poked fun at me right now.

so just, you know,bugger off.

i'm still so greendamned pissed. sheeeeeeeeeeeeesh.

you're still the superhot female

gwen stefani always asks,

'whacha waiting whatccha waitin whatcha waitin fer?'

oh gee help me. its quarter to five and here i am:

blogging and up and awake.

say a big thankyou to nescafe? but shitloadsofwork to do makes the coffee necc.

=/

say another hello to DINO (yup, his real name)

who sits on the floor

busy doing his collage (some really um, red project)

no one said uni was easy.

yeah fine. i didnt contest that, anway.

but fuck it, seriously, there' so damn much to do.

he's sooooo funnay, seriously.

1. this place must be great cos i increase the aroma. (wtf? he meant atmosphere, actually)

2. i'm boring (he meant he was bored)

THATS SABAH-hans for you.

dont go there!

i hope tonight i'll get to laugh my ass off during the IH ball.

that would relief a looooooooooooooot of stress. (just for the mo of cos)

bloody potatoes and mother tomatoes please.

i have just XXX waiting for me to touch.

um, no darlings, its not the three letter word

(uhhuh, the one we all know with some engaging in it (: )

-prods, EH. do update me, yeah?

its gotta be the 5 am blues cos i think everything's a pain

and starting to love shania twain

thinking about corrs, and learning the damn lyrics.

'so you're brad pitt? that don't impress me much.'

okay hongyi, dont kill me. he's all yours anyway. -winkwinknudgenudge.

it must be the God forsaken time

cos i'm losing myself in the typing.

forgive me.

i'll let you know how the sleep goes.

(Thats if i get any)

i'm a living, talking, walking oxymoron.

some confused screwed up woman/girl/lady (i'd like to think)

fuggg.

did i say i shouldnt be awake. hang on.

i just gulped down a cuppa coffee.

i'm sorry you had to put up with this.

char promises a better, wholesome entry some other time.

when i find myself back.

pretty ugly ; perceived control

so we were at lunch and allen contributed an oxymoron to the list
pretty ugly. thats pretty good, i reckon :)

contrary to how i've been describing the IH food to the 'rents,
it is one load of unhealthy fried fuggin unhealthy food.
hardly any rice, mostly fries and occasionally yummay meals.

okay, shut up char and get over it.

GREAT start to the mid week, i've skipped my
one and only one hour on a wed -LPAS
ahh, but really..i dont care.
've got essays to do and loads more.

the unfortunate culture of the inter n e t is consumingme.
okay, sit there and argue the net has done you good.
i come online wayyy tooooooo often for my own sake
this detrimental culture. the wild wild web, hell yeah.

off i go, with too many things on a post it staring at me,
almost wagging its finger mocking me.
g-u-ilt. the one feeling i run away from.
its hitting me.
-
and dont ask me why, but for some reason,
the profile refuses to change it from Austria to
Australia. (and i thought it was a niche abve the rest.)

ciao lovies!
(or chow, as my mother spelt it.
she's adorable. diffy should meet her.)

we all take baby steps

you gotta love blogspot over the rest, simply because they're more idiot proof.

for first post, this is going to mundane but let me make life a little more interesting.

check this out.

http://jupiter.walagata.com/w/jonchm/smile4u_137.gif

gotta love the penguins! (:

and huizhuan hopes to do that to me soon.

-

thats the brief intro. now,

you get the wham slam bang

of my fan-fcuking-tastic day.

ignore my early-joyful-brekkie and fast forward to

school.

fcuked would be a great replacement for those six

(i typed sex initially, no idea why.)

letters, i reckon.

to cut the tiring, long and uneventful story short,

my day was screwed, my plans thwarted !

fcuk. fcuk it -

but then again, its to my advantage because I screwed up.

(:

paid for the I H ball on thurs.

here's kissing fifty bucks good bye

and hello to fun, maybe?

M A F I A, honey. mafia. (:

i dont know why, but blogging

has become such a f r a g m e n t e d process?

-

this has nothing to do with me,

but,

sometimes, guys are seriously

damn bloody blooming mother french fries selfish.